Wishful Thinking
i wanna lay in bed and feel his warmth next to my body
instead of laying alone and only feeling the creeping cold
i wanna look into his eyes and hold his smile
instead of glancing at him and watching him look away
i wanna feel his lips on mine, kissing me warmly
instead of pretending that it would happen once again
i wanna love him freely, to let him love me
instead of worrying how my love could hurt him
i wanna feel his arms around my body
instead he can barely touch me
i wanna stop crying inside
instead let him fill my life with laughter
i wanna stop loving him
stop the pain in my soul
but it wont go away
i wanna hear him call me baby
instead of just remember the times
he wrote those words to me
i want ta, i need ta, but baby i dont think its happening
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