Love Poem: Trust Love

Trust Love

I lied,,,,,I felt it from the door,
Too scared to admit I loved you more,
You ask when did I start feeling? I said suddenly,
That wasn't a lie, but I never said from the beginning,
Cautious of my own feelings, I've been tricked before,
So I tested the waters of my heart to see more,
The search ruined the love later with time,
It took away from what I felt, and changed my sight,
Surprisingly, my love for you never faded away,
In the end, the search was useless and just caused more pain,
What have I learned from this awful experience?,
It's not smart to doubt your heart, don't question it as interference,
Keep loving, and then loving some more,
Stop trying to control what love has in store,
Be honest with yourself and let it ride,
No one ever said you wouldn't get hurt this time,
And if you do, it was meant to happen,
Because you took the control out of the experience, and let love work it's magic,
When your learning to ride a bike, your palms are sweaty with a tight grip,
But once you understand the ride, the love oliminates this,
You loosen your grip, and allow love to be,
You won't regret the experience because you trusted to see.