Love Poem: Troublesome
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Written by: Shahana Jackson

Troublesome

Troublesome me 
   In my life the X would equal crazy
            You'd need more than a calculator
             To figure out all the kinks 
              There are so many steps  
               and so many rules 
                  So many errors
                  and no pencil or white out
                     To remove
                    I should have my own tv show
                       Than everyone would really know
                             How troublesome my life really was
                                 How complicatedly 
                                    draining
                                    and completely insane it is 
                               But to tell the truth I love it
                                  I wouldn't trade not even a piece
                                     Cause in this bubble 
                                      In this troublesome circle
                                              I exsist 
                                          That might sound strange
                                             But normal has never been my thing
                                                  I live in the inconsistancies 
                                                      If i'd never experienced pain
                                                   I wouldn't know how good it feels 
                                                        To be happy
                                                     So I welcome that emotional strain
                                                           and the tears 
                                                       The rain soon will pass
                                                       I'll forever be troublesome until my last 
                                                                   has past
                                                              And i'm completely content 
                                                                    With never having perfect sunshine
                                                                Because this little heart of mines 
                                                                 Would never be as strong as it is
                                                                    without troublesome me 
                                                                        Falling and getting back on my feet
                                                                                  Undefeated