Love Poem: The Past I Fear
Trevor Pitts Avatar
Written by: Trevor Pitts

The Past I Fear

I Grasp Fear With An Open Mind 
And Although I Fear Not One
Here Comes The Past In Rewind
To Pause Is Merely A Pun
 
Bewildered About Emotions
As If Tranced Inside A Spell
Under The Influence Of A Potion
Emotions I Hide Well
 
I Have No Lid
My Emotions Stay Hidden
Your Not Aloud In
For My Heart, Forbids It
 
I've Been Knocked Around
There's Not To Many I Trust
I've Been Beaten Down
Left Most Times In Disgust 
 
Whats A Face, When Everyone Has Two
Its Like A Dollar
Atleast The Same Value--
 
The Reason For Pain
Why My Trust Is Low
My Heart Has A Sprain
Ive Taken A Low Blow
 
Whats A Crack
When Your Heart Has A Hole
The Skies Are Black
Where Is My Soul
 
Drained Without Reason
Lost Without Time
The Winters The Coldest Season
But Life Is Just A Climb
 
Who Are You To Stoop So Low
Bring Me Down From This High
Everytime That I Glow
Your Always There To Deny
 
When My Skies Turn Blue
When The Stars Start To Shine
What Do You Do
You Always Take Mine
 
My Life Is A Joke
Atleast You Are To Me
Every Breathe I Choke
Because Of The Things I See
 
Your A Joke 
But Im Learning How To Smile
The Horizon Has Some Smoke
But Day By Day, Mile By Mile
 
I Will Get Out Of This Drought
The Finish Line Will Appear
Although There Is Some Doubt
Victory I Dont Fear
 
For Failure Is Easy
The Only Thing I Have Known
It Makes Me Queasy 
But Onward I'll Go Home
 
For A Home Is A Heart
My Heart Needs A Place
For Finally I Am Smart
Gods Given Grace
 
Im Easing From Fear
Gentle I Approach
It Only Took One Year
But God As My Coach
 
The Past Is An Illusion
Its Only On Decline
And I Have Come To A Conclusion
That Im Going To Finally Forget Mine