Love Poem: The Pain From His Eyes
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Written by: Ann Gilmour

The Pain From His Eyes

Today I awaken to a thick black cloud 
Low pressure is heavy on my head
To wake up to such a dismal day
How I yearn for the sunshine instead

For me the sun will shine again
I know that this will happen
For my dearest brother and his dear wife
This thick black cloud is here for life

For even when the sun does shine
A thick black cloud hangs overhead
Alzheimer’s disease is there all the time
As it worms its way deep inside her head

It breaks my heart to see her decline
From a loving mother and wife
She now needs help to continue living
Alzheimer’s affects the whole family’s life

On rising each day my brother must have
pressure crushing down hard on his head
the blackest, darkest, heaviest cloud
such trepidation for the day that’s ahead

Unable to express his deepest thoughts
He gets on with his life instead
But cannot hide the sadness in his eyes
his feelings he seems to internalize

Of course this disease is in his head too
No escaping the carnage arising
He cannot ignore, for in front of his eyes
is this evil disease, he is truly despising

One day I pray his sun will arise 
As slowly it removes all pain from his eyes
But of course this will mean his dear wife will have gone
To a much kinder place where her soul will live on


Written for my dearest brother and sister-in-law
25th November 2018

1st Place
Contest Name STRAND CHOICE 
Sponsor Brian Strand