Lonley
SO I AM SCARED
TO LIVE ALONE THE REST OF MY YEARS
IF ONLY SOME ONE TRULY CARED
AND COULD TAKE A WAY MY FEARS
MY FIANCE PAST AWAY
IN JUNE OF 2010
I MISS AND LOVE HIM EVERY DAY
I THINK HOW MUCH WORSE IT COULD HAVE BEEN
FOR ME BUT I PRAY
I DIDN’T LASPE BACK
IVE STOPPED JUST JUMPING IN THE SACK
WITH ANY GUY
I WANT TO GET TO KNOW THEM
IM AN OPEN BOOK I DON’T HAVE ANY REASON TO LIE
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME AND CONDEME
ME OF ALL MY UNRIGHTOUSNESS AND SIN
FOR NOW I WILL BE OKAY
BEING ALONE IS BETTER THAN A LOT OF RELATIONSHIPS I HAVE BEEN IN
TODAY I FEEL WILL BE A BETTER DAY
I WRITE POEM AFTER POEM TRYING TO GET IT RIGHT
I LOVE EMINEM AND HE INSPIRES ME
IN THE LONG RUN I WILL BE ALRIGHT
IM JUST DOING LAUNDRY AND WATCHING TV
I MISS MY GRANDMA ALL THE TIME
TALKING TO HER AT NIGHT
IM STAYING OUT OF THE LIFE OF CRIME
SHE WOULD BE SO PROUD THAT I AM ON THE RIGHT
TRACK
AND NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET FOOLED BY THESE GUYS THAT TRY AND SPIT LINES AND MAC
IM SMARTER THAN THAT
I HAVE A PRETTY FACE
EVEN THOUGH I AM WAY TO FAT
BUT THAT SHOULD NOT MATTER OR BE THE CASE
I SHOULD BE LOVED AND WANTED FOR ME
I AM A GREAT WOMEN A HELLISH PERSON
IM IN CONTROL AND IF U WOULD TAKE TIME TO SEE
I KNOW HOW TO HOLD A CONVERSATION AND HAVE FUN
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