It Takes Two To Tango
I admit what I did was wrong
And for six months I tried to hold out and be strong
But your sister’s advances were persistent
She just didn’t want to leave me alone
She would grope me in the basement
And kiss me in the corridor
She’d feel me in the kitchen
And whisper she can do me better as long as I didn’t tell a soul
She would touch me in the basement just behind the storage wall
Then she would stroke me in the boiler room and have herself a ball
Your sister was promiscuous and didn’t care to stop
All she wanted was to steel me from you so she climbed up on top
In her mind she was older
And tried to justify her lustful actions as being right
And even though she too had a boy friend
Her jealousy ran deep because it was me she wanted to keep
Her imagination had convinced me too
That you were sleeping between the sheets
She planted this view in the back of my mind of John and you
I didn’t know and couldn’t discern what was right
She didn’t want a condom
She made that very clear
All she wanted was my seed
So she rode me like a bull to breed
From the stroking and petting
To the hugging and tonguing
She would bend over easy
But wouldn’t swallow a drop
A thought comes to mind
Why do I post this on line
Because this is only part of the story
To simply hurt you the way you did me
They say karma has a kick
That is fine with me
I have a temper with an onion to peel
I hold back no more as the truth shall set me free
From our actions to our deeds
My desires as a writer run deep
In Buddhism they say to reflect and let go and be saved
or give your pain to Jesus and everything will be ok
I have triggered a beast of suppressed anger by remembering
I have danced through fire the door way of lust
I sacrificed my heart and created a hole in my soul
But I could not save a love that meant the most to me
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