It Hurts
We live our lives as the sun goes up and down
Most days they end with a frown
It’s a shame the hand life deals at times
Putting my head down knowing it’s the end
Because I still can’t believe you did what you did
And now I have lost a friend
You deceived me at my own life and I was sure you were going to attend
The path you took is more than words can describe
But lately you have just had a negative vibe
What changed you
Who changed you
Why must you be so untrue
What is said and done can be forgiven
But you’ve been behind the wheel for awhile now and the car is still being driven
Let go of the damn wheel and step out the car
Because your actions are just too bizarre
If this continues I won’t even be able to say hi to you from afar
So for now ill stare up in the sky and watch the evening star
Damn it hurts how you lied
It hurts how you betrayed me
It hurts how you left me hanging
It hurts how you talked crap
Damn you on a roll and you just won’t quit
I filled out all my papers all I got to do is press submit
I stood up for you when you were standing alone
Did you forget that I am the one who always gave you that loan
Now you’re trying to be something your not and act grown
It’s a shame because I have never thrown a single stone
I can’t believe that this has happened I should have known
Maybe its time to finally hang up this phone
Life with you has been great but wasting minute’s means ill still have to pay
I am sorry this is not an all you can eat all you can say buffet
I let you get too comfortable in this thing called life
Next thing I knew you had picked up a knife
Looking at you knowing you weren’t the same
Starting to turn my back on you
Praying you would take a hint or get a clue
And see what u were becoming was far from true
You stabbed me in the back
Then in the heart
Laying their blood coming from my body not knowing what to do
I start to count to three: one two…
I black out, I am sorry I can’t do this I am through
© Jeremy Fennell
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