Is This a Reason To Say Goodbye? Or This Is Just An Alibi?
i want to say lots of things to HER.....
i want to express my thoughts to HER.....
i want to spent time with her....
i want to love her with my hole heart.....
i want to love and be loved.....
i want her to be mine....
BUT....
i guess.....
those WANTS....
are....
ONLY
existing
on my
MIND....
if she only knew...
i was suffering
of being heart broken.......
dreaming that one day
you'll be mine....
it hurts ALOT....
i feel that my world is turning
in to darkness....
that only you are my light....
but i know.....
that...
i will never see a light.....
till the end of the time.....
i was very
madly in love with her....
but to her....
i have no space in her heart
even
as a
FRIEND...
i am now at a stage
of denying that till now i still love her....
i want to set free my self from her....
i want to let go...
i want to cry but i can't...
FOR....
theirs a part of me saying that ....
i have still the chance.....
that
i may love her as i can....
but i ask my self....
are you willing to be hurt
AGAIN?...
what should i follow....
to love her?
or
to say
goodbye?
is this a reason to say goodbye?
or
this is just an alibi?
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