Is It Just Me
I wish I could feel
what she is feeling,
If there is pain there too
that she is concealing.
I wonder if she cries
both day and night
And if she is blinded by darkness
that shines so bright
Does she play with loneliness?
and his friend insanity too
Has she found the same purpose,
with a vision of clarity?
That the unfairness of love
would be a life time reality.
I know I made a promise
To keep her from harms way
But the agreement to live without her
Was life’s unfair choice that I have to pay
Was I just a moment to her
An experience in time
And she being my endless love
That will never be mine
Alas, she greeted me the other day
With a perky “Hi”
But for me, nine months on
I still have this feeling…I want to die
Is it just me?
or does she feel this way too
She meant everything to me
my beloved YOU…
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