Love Poem: Indecisive

Indecisive

I tried to give love a chance
was dealt some cards
thought I'd play my hand
tried to give my love to you
hoping you wouldn't hurt me like everyone else do
I felt us getting close enjoying our time together
when we were apart I wondered did u love another
your ex love, u say u have no feelings for
this is what I start to believe more and more
These feelings were too deep I was getting lost
didn't wanna take a chance at love
didn't wanna pay the cost
yes I love you, more than you know
that deep pain I felt last nite
I gotta let go
I no we could've been good together, I will miss you
it's just the hurt and pain I dont wanna go thru
for you I fell so fast
thought I found "the one"
thought we were gonna last
could've been so fun
I wont be lied to, cheated on or abused
This is what I wont deal with I refuse
I may be difficult to deal with
May be hard to understand
I need a healer, a lover ,one that dont want another
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