Inconsistent Men
In the abyss of my soul, I denied the urge to ignite the spark we had
I’ve come to recognize the constant predictable fights that I endlessly lost
They were unbeaten battles that I fought alongside God
But he condemned me to failure for falling into lust
Your inconsistent behavior drained my efforts to persist
It enabled my mind to realize your selfish traits
To my damage heart, Please stop loving him I insist
Stop! Believing that memories can be the present that can be recreated
Our hearts were far from similar, I confess I love you more than my reflection
God forgive you, for my rejected Soul that pains Within me
And in the darkness, I cry wondering why I did not reach your satisfaction
Embarrassed by my inability to renounce our toxic relationship
I condemn our love to lie Amongst the hurt I’ve left behind
Goodbye MY true love
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