In This Moment
Now you say you're trying to work it out with her
So was all we talked about to you now in this moment just a blur
I'm sorry but my feelings for you, well they do still stir
But for you I'll stay true to my word
I'll stay in the shadows quietly
And when you do talk to me
I'll be that friend I promised you I'd be
Because you are that important to me
Although we spoke earlier today I so miss your voice
However in this moment you've made your choice
And yes I know and I do understand the reason why
You feel you have to give it at least one more try
I'm fighting back tears I need to but am not going to cry
I am still smiling even though inside I want to die
Yet at the same time
I'm proud of what I did
I faced my fears when I could've easily ran and hid
I told you how and why I felt for you
That wasn't an easy thing for me to do
I put my heart out on my sleeve
Knowing damn well you just may turn and leave
Yes I'm hurt but I'm not broken
But can you look each other dead in the eyes and let those three words be
spoken
My guess is no and when the time comes to try to speak them you both may be
choking
She don't down deep really love you
Not like I can
Not like I do
I know deep inside you feel the same for me to
Don't know if I'll still just sit here and wait
Because in this moment only time can determine our fate
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