Love Poem: In That Moment

In That Moment

In darkness now I lay.
Light from the window cascades into the room.
Filling my heart with thoughts of the one I could never 
forget.

lost for awhile  headed towards  the jagged rocks.
But like a  lighthouse beacon  I was guided by the reflection of your smile.

And though the road back was covered in pain.
I journyed through hell.
Cold and soaked by the agonys rain.
For by a thread from this life i did dangle.
held by a lovers promise caught within a tangle.

For in that moment when darkness was so ready to consume.
the heart refused to die.
As the warmth of your love did loom.

As i lay beaten trapped within this  room.
She comforts from afar.
Never to leave this heart for she is my
permanent loveless scare.

And in the confines of this room.
I reflect apon her face.
Knowing forever in my heart she will reside.
In that once hollow place.
words can never repay the dept for which I owe.
But this heart shall forever be yours incase you
ever need to know.

in that moment I knew Pain
Fear and Emptyness.
In that moment  I knew you were there.
And in my struggle I herd your voice.

And although pain did exist in lifes fight.
your love ment all.
As i reflect apon all which is you.
As the light cascades through  my window
into my empty room tonight.

Dedicated  To Julie loveless    
For we know all that others never will