Love Poem: In Killing Sunshine
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Written by: Shadow Poet

In Killing Sunshine

Hai dias que
El color
Vuelve

Hai dias cuando
Pienso que el destino
Me dio
Todo

Pero
Todo
Lo tire

Hai dias cuando
Pienso en ti
Porque nada
Ni nadien despues de ti ha sido
Tan perfecta

Desde el enicio
Hasta nuestra derrota

Como me recuerdo
De tus manos
Tu calor
Pegada contra mis cachetes

Como miraste tras
Las falsas illusiones:
Que sin ti podre vivir

Pero si solo supieras
Que el que mate
Y encarcere
Revivio....grito desde
El mas profundo
Abismo 
Para simplemente
Aullar tu nombre otra vez

Tal vez
La oportunidad
Ya no exista

Pero de la oportunidad nunca me olvido

"Esta mi cirenio ahi?
Is my cirenio somewhere in there.....

To my dying day
I will never forget those words

Because

I heard you
I wanted to say yes
I wanted to reach out
To hold your hand
To kiss you
Like the first time
And the last time

But how could I?
When he was the one who hurt you?

So I gave birth to a new me

One who refuses
To go away
For fear that the one who feels
Who sees
Hears
And
Lives
By your side
Will one day win

It is my very love for you that
Pushed me to try to learn
To love a new

It is my love for you that kills the
Smallest parts of me that come back
To love you
For circumstantial it may have been
Consciously it was
Done

Maybe I'll never truly love again
Maybe I'll never truly know
What love is
But maybe
Just maybe
In killing the sunshine
The color
The music
I'll learn what true love is