Impasse
We are at an impasse
There's nothing I can say
at this point I think you're
better off if I just go away
I tried to talk to you
Just to explain how I feel
I try my best to keep it real
But you don't hear me when
I tell you I'm sad and I miss you
You only see complaints being issued
I pour out my heart to you
but you say being depressed
Is something I choose to be
but I just miss you so much
can't you see??
So, I bite my tongue so hard
there's blood in my mouth
I don't know what to say anymore
But I need to let it out
I'm confused and I feel
like we're out of touch
Maybe I say I love you
way too ing much.
You accused me of being
like a broken record
on repeat
over and over
with no retreat.
At this point
I know I should
probably just go away
because I make you miserable
when I stay.
But like a moth to a flame
you just keep drawing me back
I want to be near you
without all this flack.
It's funny
all you really had to say
was "I miss you too"
but you never did which makes me
so ing blue.
©SamHarty
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