Im Sorry
Dear lover of mine,
I’m sorry I never meant to hurt you the way I did.
I never meant any of the harsh words I said to you.
I was mad.
Just because I was mad at you doesn’t give me the right to use those words.
Now I feel as if my heart bleeds a red river.
A red river that will never stop flowing until the day I die and even beyond death.
This pain I feel is hard and deep.
The walls that once protected my heart are broken beyond repair,
and will be hard to replace them.
Even within time that wall that once protected my heart,
for so many years will never be completely fixed.
The heart ache will just keep coming in and ripping the wall down more,
and more until I won’t be able to stand it no longer.
I hope you can ever forgive me maybe just maybe that could help repair the wall.
Yet I doubt it.
My feelings for you were real and it never did change.
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