Illusion
this cant be the end
moving on was an illusion
moving on was my pretend
how i did not want to move on without you
how i did not want us to end
pretending to be happy
pretending i don't feel
was my own illusion
was my only way to deal
goodbye is such an ugly word
especially when you don't mean it
goodbye is such a final word
that shatters every true feelings
how i desperately wanted to hold you
to never let you go
how i desperately wanted time to end
so this moment wouldn't go
having you come to me so needy
making me want to crave your touch
having you come to me so longing
making me want to bathe in your love
is all everything i cant have
because of my illusion of moving on
is everything i denied myself
because of all the hurt i caused my heart
please i beg of you leave me in the dark
please, oh please, remove yourself from my heart......
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