Love Poem: If I

If I

I touch myself hoping you are with me; 
Days are long and through the night stars keeps me awake
I keep having flashes of you but it’s all just the light
Do you feel this wind which keeps blowing outside?
If this is my last night in this light;
Will you come and switch it on for me?
Even the noisy dogs seems to not destruct me to this passion
What is this feeling am I having?
 For it’s so hard to get it away?
Every day that pass is leaving a hole to my soul
No this is really the feeling I have been hoping for
The feeling of you and I on the mountains of Gods
But is it supposed to be like this;
If our destiny is keep surpassing me like this;
 Can I let it pass without a fight?
I planned so many yet none has happened.
If only we could just meet now before sunset 
So that we can stop the defeat darkness with love