Grande Finale *curtain Drop*
Remember shutting that impossible-to-close door?
Well, the planks have been torn down
That door has been open once more...
And my effort to feel good in life,
Second choice...rebound.
I said I'd wait for you, my love.
What more must I do to be believable?
I am replacing my hurting with random stuff
And my effort to smile...unachievable.
No matter how enjoyable I seem
No matter how much fake laughter escapes my throat.
I think of what I wanted with you...and unrealistic dream.
An isolated castle with an uncrossable moat.
I had real feelings for you.
Didn't they show?
Truth hurts: You and I can never be.
My age...three years too high
Your age...three years too low.
I am faced as of now to leave once more.
I am unhappy and unkempt as I was before.
I trusted my instinct and I have to take responsibility.
My choices were not of a mature manner, my love.
But no matter what I am always going to be here...
you will see.
I am no ANGEL sent from Heaven above
But I can be your HERO when you are in severe need.
I will always, always love you
But as for this, my love...
This is...the Grand Finale.
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