Can'T Control Desire
Silence, broken the heart just squeezes tight
Nothing feels normal nothing seems right
Each breathe burns like alcohol it has a bite
Too tired to keep on with this fight
Every step taken in your direction
Loving you so much yet hating my reflection
Pulled apart one side only giving, the other offers only rejection
All this going on clogs up my words impossible ejection
Filled to capacity cant take any more
Knowing a blow up is on its way so sure
This mind this soul this rot has no cure
My purpose this night far from pure
Self destruction would only descibe the very tip
So tired of the mouth, that constant lip
Tongue going so fast cant help but trip
Watch reality as its center starts to rip
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