Love Poem: Bankrupt
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Written by: Alex Duffy

Bankrupt

It feels like everything that comes my way is tainted
She hurt me so much I'm sat wishing we were never acquainted 
I'm trying to find beauty in this picture but it's impossible with how it's painted 
I paid for all of my mistakes now I'm emotionally Bankrupt

My heart and mind are in two separate places 
We all have different situations, some of us are in desperate cases
She made me feel the worst, so the best of me is wasted
Now I'm never opening up to another girl, you won't get to see me naked 

I thought she was a queen, but now I wish i didn't approach her with a crown
But I'm still weak for her, so if she turns up at my house I'll still strip her down
Kiss her all over and be more passionate than ever
Damn girl, why don't you want us together? 

I'm trying to stay sane, I don't want a girl to send me crazy
I'm not the Alex I was because I'm growing daily 
Different girl every night, because I can't be with the girl I want to Be with every night 
My world comes crashing down when my mind travels, it's a deadly flight
 
Listening to The weeknd while trying to avoid my phone 
I don't want to reply to texts I need to be alone
I want a hug but only from her
Damn, they may be my loneliest words

It feels like everything that comes my way is tainted 
She hurt me so much I'm sat wishing we were never acquainted 
I'm trying to find beauty in this picture but it's impossible with how it's painted 
I paid the price for my mistakes and now I'm emotionally Bankrupt