by Diana Thoresen |
Categories:
beauty, care, crazy, crush, cute love, missing you, relationship,
today the pain in my ovaries is excruciating
i should bleed in a few days and be past my torment:
it's my first period since you've been gone
you'll leave my cells in a few days too and i'll become
a dazzling white swan again, a brand new horus baby
i am still a febrile white sow on my hands and knees
before an instrument of punishment and joy
before a deluge of pain gives way to fiery arabesques
and all i got left is a few days with you now
now and forevermore