You Are Not Here
YOU ARE NOT HERE
and i am left crying but you cannot hear or see me
so i cry more
until..
there's...
nothing...
left
but hurt,fear,sadness and depression
and streaks of blackness running down my face
i think
why me?
why now?
why here?
i look around and all i see is darkness
no light
no comforting warmth
just coldness
i am alone
i say to myself
YOU ARE NOT HERE
YOU ARE NOT HERE
YOU ARE NOT HERE!!
i miss everything about you but why?
you hurt me
you used me
yet i was so loyal to you
i looked up to you while you looked down on me
i used to cry over you leaving but now i happily scream
YOU ARE NOT HERE NOR WILL YOU EVER BE
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