Love Poem: You

You

You dodged my logic 
You drove my ego down 
You seen my potential 
You said hell no I’ll kill it

Childhood upheaval the blame 
Mother forsaken your innocence 
Resentment; every cutie gotta render 
Pay the piper of your hatred, 
Your hatred of women existence

Numb to affection like a heroin high 
Heroine slave to your cold heartless
Mislaying myself to your inner demons 
“Whatever you like” to gain your attention 
Bargaining my spirit to accomplish minimum 

Minimum of force to catch my woes 
Reckless to the idea of my needs 
Leaving me in love alone 
Left me to fend for your presence 
Searching for me…I’m lost into you….