Love Poem: X
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Written by: Tracy Decker

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Behind the walls that shield a history 
from unavoidable rebirth by fire, 
another point in time, another chance 
to beg unveiling of the mystery 
we never spoke (yet seeming to inspire)... 
now buried here within a circumstance.   

In honesty, we find the sacred peace 
that longs, carefully nurtured, for its place 
among the violence of what is real; 
in candor, we can seek some small release 
that lives and breathes within a moment's grace 
and wanting nothing more, can simply heal.   

When we require the situational 
to dictate future courses of the days 
that fill with what we can not hope contain, 
assure ourselves that future is the fall 
we saw inside that moment's truthful gaze, 
we live in flux and pray but to restrain...   

But circumstance is all there is to hold 
an anxious foot from leaving solid ground 
and falling, wingless, into the unnamed. 
Perhaps there is more wonder to behold 
in distance, looking out instead of down 
in wonderment, some dignity reclaimed.   

Too late to turn, too late to close the hand 
that beckoned, needing more than it could ask 
to just deserve (believing it was so). 
Our duty may not be to understand, 
require the removal of the mask, 
but just be comforted, allowed to grow.   

The fear, while separation seems the key, 
lies in the beauty of uncertainty.