Words, Actions, Feelings, Leading To Realization
Cradling my dreams
Tossing and turning
The words so eloquently hanging in space
Are consequently just as they were described
Words
Filled with fluff and not enough substance
I want to give you the world
Mine
And everything that fills those cracks in between
Actions
Wanting only to feel closer
In the end
Free falling into a pit of your disappointment
Gasping
My mistakes choke me as the black water envelops my ears
As I am only pulled further, deeper
Shrouded in my own self hatred
My eyes have become a lighthouse for disaster
Leading you closer to me
Nearer to your own destruction
Set your sails to escape the darkness that I am
Raise your sights upon something higher
Follow the horizon line that takes you far from me
I try to fix it but in the end I chase you further away
Actions speak louder than words
How can it be that I show you the monumental effect your life has on me?
Feeling
As if a thousand snowflakes soared through the sky kissing my skin as they
dwindle
Hanging by a thread in time
The fire of this moment
where your eyes meet my gaze
warms my cheeks and brings redness to these comatose lips
You breathe life into this lifeless world
The stars hang their heads
On nights where I have lost my way
Your face is dearly missed, I feel alone
Collecting the dust on nights that are the brightest
Hope is what will help me return to you one day
Feeling the separation of our two hearts
Hating every miserable moment of it
Cold, the feeling which in turn is
The rhythmic dance from within, but
Is stuck
Broken?
No
It is the distance, my rival
The emperor and final ruling of all my destruction
Fight? I must first escape to surive it
Diving from the highest point
My last thoughts are on you my love
In that jumping forever, could never compare to the moment we fell in love
Is it worth it?
Without it, nothing is worth anything
Proclaiming my love at the top of my lungs
Ringing from the corners of the world
In the end what we are doing is
Resisting the lies others have spoken
Holding onto the truth
There is no one that will ever be as wonderful to me other then you
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