With the Sun!!
What i have to say is important so let it burn and fill your ears,
I have stood by you thru out the last couple of years.
No matter what you've decided to do, i've stayed right by your side,
Not to mention all the times i let go and swollowed my pride.
It seems you never have anything to say,weither right or wrong,
I know i should be used to it since i've dealt with it so long.
You think you do nothing wrong and i'm glad you feel that way,
The day will come when you feel different, but it will be to late.
My heart deserves better, i deserve to be truely loved,
While i offered you my heart,you pushed with a hard shove.
You want me to love you,but dont want to love me back,
My feelings do run true blue,for you, thats a fact.
I said i was gonna give up,but in reality that is hard,
When all i ever believed in was you,but i must put up my guard.
I cannot emphasis the truth in all that i write,
But i do know i'm throwing in the towel giving up the fight.
You will never give in and let me know you care,
All i ever needed to hear is that you would always be there.
You're not though,I can look and see that now,
This nonsence has got to stop,I just don't know how.
I know there's someone who loves me,they tell me all the time,
But i brush them off,thinking one day again you'll be mine.
I give and give but its never good enough for you,
It seems that nothing works no matter what i do.
I guess i'll have to say goodbye and risk loosing you forever,
Cause the love has to be mutual in order for us to be together.
I suppose i could say that i am just your fall back queen,
To everyone,yes even you,as far as i have seen.
Envy is the color of grren, Love is the shade of red,
Purple comes in the fragrance of laughter, black roses symbolize the dead.
So i put my life on hold,awaitting my rainbow of fun,
But everybody knows that a rainbow fades with the sun.
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