Why must I die inside? I am crushed inside from past experiences that I have not let go of. I have tried to erase all the things that are holding me back. I have tried not to remember how many times I was raped and torn apart inside. I cannot remember when I have really and truly laughed and felt it inside. I am pressed down with so many issues and hurt from family and friends. I have tried to live my life with humility and honestly and Love. I reach out to people with sincere compassion. I want to live Why must I die inside?