Why Mum ?
Did I deserve to be rejected,
Did I deserve to feel alone.
As a parent your ment to protect me,
But itstead you threw me out your home.
At 3 years old mum ,
tell me what did I do wrong,
Was I really a bad kid mum,
U were there then you were gone.
Now as a teenager mum,
You still causing all the hurt.
Tell me why mum,
Do I deserve to be treated like dirt?
Why cant u realise mum,
That this is all ur fault
That u are the one who caused all this hurt,
All the unhappiness u have brought.
i didn’t ask to be born mum,
Its ur responsibility to care
So where were u when I needed u…
You was never there.
You have no idea what I went through mum
As the result of what you did,
The nigtmares, all the tears,
all the upset, all the fears.
Why did u leave us mum, that ive always wanted to know,
Just left as standing on the doorstep of my grandparents home.
Aged 3 and 1 mum, we were just babies, u never did explain,
I have a right to no mum, I need to no mum, why did u cause so much pain.
U had many chances mum but I cant do it no more,
I cant let u keep controlling me mum,
Its time for me 2 move on.
The sad thing of it all is mum
I love u with all my heart
Even though all you do is cause me upset
And tear my life apart.
All I ever wanted from you was to love and care and be fun,
Cos that’s what ur ment to do, because ur ment to be my mum!
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