Why Does Love Make You Do Such Silly Stupid Things
You know it kills me to see that sad
disappointed look upon your face
Knowing quite full well I was the 1
who put it there in the 1st place
Just like how you instantaneously knew
just by looking at my face that
you could tell when I was lying
Or making something up to use as
an excuse to try and justify whatsoever
stupid thing that I had done
Because you ended up knowing me so well
eventually even better than I knew myself
And why you had to leave once you realized
something so broken and missing cannot be
fixed not saved by love alone
And then you left with my full blessing
on the premise from that second on she
never looked back or gave me another
single thought
I just hoped and pray you would find
somebody who could make you truly
happy and worthy of your love
Otherwise love then just may well be
the most worthless pointless commodity
barely worth giving up or recieving at all
Part II
So I am ever so sorry and sincerely apologize
For being such an insufferable bore
But I desperately need company at
night
As I can't stand sleeping alone
So much so I think i am afraid of the dark
And without you here with me and
your body to hold onto
This bed now feels colder than a coffin
full of nails which is slowly burying me alive
And I am suffecating underneath the weight
of all our happiest memories disappearing
out of sight
And wish though I may I fear this what
I am feeling now isn't going anywhere or
anytime soon
Neither is why love's makes us do such
silly stupid thing's
As hide our true selves and feelings
away just incase we get hurt
Yet still end up anyway
The truth is love is in part hurt and once
born we all open our own individual account
and rarely get the balance right
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