Why Did I Ever Love To Begin With?
Who I to give my heart heart away to have it broken like plates shatterong to the
floor? and my biggest mistake was I allowed myself to love and have it ripped and
torn to shred, now basically my heartACHES; how do I mend back a broken heart that
has been mended to a point where it can no longer be mended anymore. Why did I ever
love to begin with when my life was better of single; I will not cry over you
because of a life's lesson learned, I wish I never put myself in the situation to
put myself up just to be slapped right back down. I am overly misunderstood by by
evryone and I hate I started to see myself with you for the rest of my life; I see I
made a mistake thinking what I did and I know in my gut that you don't ever want
anything to do with me anymore. Everytime we pass by we act as if we never existed
to each other because as far as speaking terms are concerned, it was never meant to
be, it was meant for us to go our seperate ways and start seeing other people;
sometimes the things of life can never be changed.
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