Love Poem: Why

Why

Letting you go was probably the hardest thing I ever did,
it still feels like a dream,
but hey! It’s true, we are no more,
we both reasoned and realized that this was the best thing for us,
at least for now
you don’t call for days, 
and even when you do, it’s only because you feel you had to call a FRIEND
you just call to say hi or hey! girl ,
to catch up for old times sake.
so why all this sudden change of late
Why do you keep telling me all this
why do you keep talking about love to me
why do you keep telling not to fall for the guy that tells me he loves me
why do you think I might easily give in to someone who tells me he loves me
why are you preaching to me about love and being strong and never fall
why do you believe that it’s only going to  be lust,
why do you feel it’s only because I need someone to say I love you
or probably because I only want to satisfy my urges
I need answers
quick answers
what do you want from me,
why can’t you just tell me,
do you still have feelings for me?
Are you trying to protect me?
Or perhaps you had visions about me,
I need an answer
No, I demand answer from you
that’s the least you can do,
talk to me
can’t somebody just please help me out.
Please, someone tell me is this an illusion?
What does he want from me
please