What To Do Now
I kissed her head and said goodbye
Yet for hours I sit and cry
I lived life my own way
But she still loved me every day
I am a better person then before
But strength I just don't have any more
Many years may have went past
But she got me living life right at last
Something many tried to do
She was the one to finally make it all come true
Now I feel completely lost alone
She was the only one that could help me grow
No matter what Love she'd always show
Even with all the sh**ty things I may have done
She made sure I knew that I always had someone
With all the things she helped me survive
How could I have prayed for god not to keep her alive
Now in tears and falling apart
With her went 1/2 my heart
The rest is made of big rock
So all the bad things it can block
Now it's how to stay on track
When she's no longer got my back
Nor is there anyone to give me hell
When they see I am not doing so well
Lucy please listen to these last words
The ones that enough are never heard
You alone pulled me through
So that the right things I would finally do
Now I will live in just a little fear
Who can I turn to when your not here
Please tell Beth and Papa Hi
Because to none of you can I say " Good Bye "
An Uncle Charlie Original
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