Love Poem: What the Hell Do I Do With Me
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Written by: Sandy Schermerhorn

What the Hell Do I Do With Me

The moon
so bright tonight
a reflection of
days gone by
I turn to see
where they've gone
just what went 
so wrong
I still search
for those answers
I need to know why
I still feel this way
I really believe
I’ve gone crazy
I don't know now
where to go from here
now that I've told you
I can't let you be
what the hell do I do 
with me

Capsized
my life's turned
upside down
left here
feeling foolish
and looking like
a clown
hypnotized
all is spinning
round and round
wondering
will I ever
calm down
still somehow
I feel deep inside
I’m still in your heart
as you are in mine
and without you
my world is falling apart
now that I've told you
how true I'll always be
what the hell do I do
with me

Sitting here
hoping you will call
praying with each
moment that passes
my heart won't fall
I know it was a lot
to dump on you
I dream of you and me
making it through
this strangeness
I’ve brought us to
yet at the same time
thinking
can someone like me
really have the man
of my dreams
why not
have to give it all
I got
this maybe my
last shot
need to take
my opportunity
while the trail
is still hot
life's to short
to sit around
and cry
letting your life
pass you by
it's such a waste
to let it slip
hold on, get that grip
but for now
the moon is still
just as bright tonight
my world
still capsized
and yet I'm still sitting here hypnotized
and wondering
now that I told you
I hope I will soon see
what the hell do I do
with me