I want to honestly smile To show my laughter lines To make them stretch and widen Beyond any confines I want to solemnly weep To wear angst as my guise To have sweet salty teardrops Escape these arid eyes I want to shriek and scream To howl sharp and loud To hear my voice break silence Tear off this defensive shroud I want to release these inhibitions To live without my fear To crack this stolid composure So I can be sincere I want to be utterly free To lose all sense of control To know what it means to be human To live with heart and soul