Love Poem: What Ah Woman
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Written by: Allan Terry

What Ah Woman

he asked her to marry
she refused because 
was disoriented by sexual identity.
she said she'd love him
and would be his friend.
he was gay or bisexual and
was in a relationship with a straight woman
who wanted nothing to do with marriage to him.
he had other friends, one woman wanted
heard his story and decided she's marry him
if he'd father a child with her.
he decided to do so.
when he was faced with talking to the other woman 
he shyed away do to being rejected, and being
angry for having to defend himself against her distian
of him. He said I love her, but am is 
frustrated by her rejection of me.
he admitted not knowing how he felt 
or not wanting to speak to something
which now she has no business in (with).
when the day came for him to marry,
 the woman decided to come to the ceremony,
 she said she'd sit with her new feind and would
applaud the decision to marry
that his marriage might allow her to 
marry the man she was with.
well they married and his wife became pregnant with triplets.
he felt blessed and he never made
a promise not to be gay , but he in his role as husband and father
had no time for such considerations.
he knew he was man enough to be a forward thinker
not relishing in the past. He admitted to faltering and recovering .
but the word divorce never came from his wifes mouth, she only wished him
to fix his mind and complete his responsibilities.
she wanted her family to be loyal to being together
at the cost of having him, unsure, and weak by not being himself!