Wanted Love
I'm afraid that this is reality
I don't know what you think of me
As my metaphors of our friendship are your inspirations
Deeply loving you is my insanity’s confirmation
Your voice will always echo in my ears,
And I promise you the sound of it will be there for years
It’s painful to be so close yet be so far apart
I may have your friendship but will I ever have your heart
When I look into your eyes my world stands still
Through my body I suddenly feel a chill
Saying I love you, is not sincere any more
So many heart breaks and spirits are sore
As we choose to trust words
Action is always louder, and it is heard
As I’m trapped in this anxiety created by our society
Not seeing you love me back isn’t satisfying my curiosity
It was hard to face the truth that I wasn’t for you, so I embraced it indubitably
That’s all I wanted was for you to love me
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