Love Poem: Walked All Over
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Written by: J.W. Earnings

Walked All Over

You’re up close and personal
Hold up, I’m trying to stand tall
Lift me up before I fall
Tell me just for a minute
If you love me bit by bit
I’m just screaming aloud in this pit,
Tears falling out of my eyes
I’m sick of hearing your goodbyes
I don’t want to think about you
You walked all over me too
What was I supposed to do?
What was I supposed to do?
You are crying at the top of your lungs
You’re singing your ridiculous songs
I’m lying about you
The truth is I love you too
It was just out of the blue
That is about true…
Sorry for acting so cruel
I’ll renew your faith fuel
Don’t interrupt my train of thought
You’re just ashamed because you got caught
I apologize for telling you lies
Oh boy, how time flies
I feel so left out
Without a doubt
You walked all over me
Sorry, baby, I’m sorry
But, it’s over
You’re a dried up clover
I already told you – it’s over and done with
Don’t say another word, you worthless myth
You’re the only one in the universe
That doesn’t make me lonely – you’re not a curse
Love me till the end of time
Spend me like your last dime
Let me go – let me spread my wings
And I hear your beautiful soul sing
I’m enthusiastic about our lovin’
You got me believin’…letting go of hours-wasted sin
You hurt me badly to the core…
You don’t love me anymore
You don’t care…
About the scars I bear
Your pain is a thousand times harder to take
And my life seems like it’s at stake
Jealousy and fear – I had to endure
And I couldn’t find a cure
To this heartache because I’m lost
I don’t mind the cost
I just want you back in my life,
Even if you did walk over me with your past strife
Always, never give up – 
That’s what’s up
I cracked under pressure
Beyond a million measures
You gave me heavenly pleasure 
Forgiving and forgetting is harder than it seems
I had to deal with these broken dreams
I’m sorry I let you down
Next time, I’ll give you the crown
You need the spotlight more than I do
You’re probably sick of my fits too
I’ve been walked all over…
I told you it’s already over
You’re up close and personal
Hold up, I’m trying to stand tall
Lift me up before I fall
Tell me just for a minute
If you love me bit by bit
I’m just screaming aloud in this pit,
Tears falling out of my eyes
Because this emptiness won’t leave
I’m left here, alone, to grieve
You hurt me to the core,
But it doesn’t matter anymore
You walked all over me
Go ahead – I’ll be your doormat
You called me a street rat…
What’s up with that?
Put everything in the back burner
I’m acting so immature...
I’m trying to be sane for sure
Reap what you sow – 
Your words are now unforgiven
Your words are left hidden
I’m over here…on my own…passionately, blissfully smitten 
You stepped all over me…give me a minute…
To sink it all in, you see? You don’t get my wit
These tears I shed they ain’t so legit…
I fall back in regret
I’m trying to find an outlet 
Of light in my lifetime
You spent me like your last dime
This is the last time
I’m going to trust you again
Still wondering where you’ve been…
God knows I’ve tried…
To help you throughout this life
Wait – I honestly lied…
I’m slightly offended by your strife
It feels like I’m trapped…
Sometimes, I feel like crap
To be exact, I love you so
You’re forgiven though
Have mercy on my soul
Anxiety bangs at my skull
What kind of feelings you have toward me?
You’re dealing with these silent wars without me?
Can’t you see you’re better than I’d ever be?
Free me from this captivity
Free me from this captivity
For, I’ve been walked all over
I’m like a crumbling work of art
It’s over – I told you, hon, it’s over
Take heart or I’ll break apart
Money and fame don’t matter to me much – 
I love you a bunch…so hush!
Humility reduces me to little pity
Honestly, feeling a bit shitty
Set me free from this world’s blasphemy 
Iridescent illumination 
Drowns away the aggravation
Letting go of sensual sensation
You walked all over me
Stepping in all the areas I hate too 
Where will I flee? Will you leave me be?
I guess it’s just you and me, boo
You and I are a perfect match
You’re a flawed found
It’s easy to be unaware of the signs of this evil age – release me from this hatch 
My head is in the ground
Instead of the clouds
That are like neon shrouds
Step all over me why don’t you
Why did you tease me out of the blue?
I’m just sick with dem luv floo
Every time you walk over me like you always do
Because I like being humiliated to the core
A while back, you were the one that I adore – not anymore…