Waiting Endless Days
you once dedicated a song to me,
you said, its for the most beautiful girl in the world,
and when you sent me the link tears formed in my eyes,
my heart was pounding fast, for once it was no suprise,
i said i love you, you said i love you more,
i tried to argue, but you won, of course,
three months went by, with me loving you,
then, i found out the truth,
....she said, are you dating him?
i said yes, hes my everything,
she told me that you were hers,
you tried to deny her words,
your lies came undone,
but the pain still won,
...on and off for six months we loved
no, we always loved,
even when we werent dating,
my heart was yours,
but i was never sure,
if yours was truly mine....
though you said i was the only girl
you had ever loved, your entire life,
in the end i swore i wouldnt go back,
you couldnt be trusted, you couldnt be had,
i couldnt take the tears, the death that i lived,
you broke all my fears, and brought them running back,
leaving me speachless, leaving me asleep,
in my world of broken uncertainty,
now your missing, now your gone,
and i feel so so wrong,
my insides are burning
yet their freezing cold
my lungs stop working
my breath i hold
praying each night that your alive
praying each day that youll be okay
praying always that youll come back
and know i love you, i always have
break my heart a million times
and yet i love you, always i have
my eyes are crying,
worse then before,
my heart is breaking,
i swear its no more,
my sanity is shaking,
and im asking god for one thing,
to bring you back, bring you back, before the blooming spring
sleepless nights
im unable to dream
nightmares fill my mind
of every bad thing
praying that your okay
waiting endless days
i never eat
i have no hunger
im feeling sick
feeling thunder
breaking my will to go on
to survive, when i dont know
if your dead or alive
waiting endless days
never breath
i hold it in
before they see
whats within
my eyes revealing past my lies
waiting for you to come back
in this december death
waiting endless days
just please Jake, come back
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