Empty inside ripped at the seems caught up in this fantacy that exists in my dreams pretending im okay when truely i am sad trying to make it through the day with the memories that we had it kills me inside it cuts me so deep with this pain that i have now i cry myself to sleep its like you dont even care you moved on so fast to me it seems unfair how your just like past ..... regretful and messed up -Spencer dedicated to Matthew Garcia