Unwavering
I live a life where all are better than me,
A life where my friends are top priority.
To me, without them, it would be the end.
i would have left for Hell in my death bed.
My friends deserve comfort,
My friends deserve life,
My friends deserve to live,
Even if i have to die.
And if that's what is needed,
Then by all means I'd do it.
I'd never live live with myself if i didn't.
My heart is alone,
Alone, and it's weeping.
I give others love,
Unconditioned,
Unwavering.
But sometimes I wonder
What it would be like,
If a man would love me as much as
I love all of life.
When i think of this,
The thought is too much.
I can't even think of myself being loved.
I am not worthy of such lovely things.
My job's to help others,
That, for me, is life's meaning.
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