Love Poem: Untitled
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Written by: Nancy Phan

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Contemplating back to a time when there use to be an us, when our relationship was built on trust, but truly it was only lust.
But I must admit that I was only being honest when I looked into your eyes and said I love you.
If I can undo the past, I would go back to the time where I reckoned that you were not being true and seek to see-through your mind to have caught that clue.
But what can I do, I already knew, but I didn't want to accept the fact that I might lose you.
But I did, I did lose you, and I was torn to the deepest part of my soul to the point where I felt I was never ever going to be the same, like it was some kind of fate.
Sure I had hate; I hated you for misleading me and then leading me to believe that our relationship was going somewhere.
It was unfair that you had to tear my heart into two, misguiding me to think that you cared.
Thinking what we shared was rare.
I thought it was a nightmare, but I came to realization I shouldn't care anymore and stop the war between my mind and my heart before it gets too far that I can't ignore.
Tough yes it was tough but enough is enough.
What we had is now finally through, and I am sure enough done with you.