Love Poem: Untitled-For Now3

Untitled-For Now3

I am a disaster
waiting to happen.
Pain will explode
with a beautiful erruption.
I keep it all inside
like a fearful child.
One day,
I will unleash
this pathetic monster
who hides within my soul.
It's only a matter of time
before I break.
I will fall apart
while you silently watch,
annoyed and disgusted,
as I fall to my knees.
Why won't you save me?