I tried telling you But you didn't see me or did you? Did you pretend I wasn't there? Are you pretending now to care? Can you really see my pain? Do you know why I stay? If my feelings aren't true Why must I keep holding on to you? When I hurt do you go numb? Are these questions I ask dumb? Why must I crave for you love? It's as if its more powerful then things above I see you but you don't see me Can you tell me could this really be? I needed you and you weren't there I grew up leaving in fear Fearing that I might be hurt again Cause I been hurt most of my life by family & friends People that I thought were true Yeah mom you know your one of them to Thats OK because I will always continue to love and cherish you.