Two Sides
lets flip a coin you and I to see what happens as time goes by
if it lands on heads i turn away
if its tails then i will stay
you dont know what this means to me
going back and fourth is driving me crazy
should i run and hide away
or should i stand strong and take this pain
watching as the coin is tossed in the air
where it lands is causing me fear
i dont know what to do so i stare in fright
hoping it lands right
tears fall down my face yet i smile as an illusion of the pain
inside im dying as each second goes by
screaming so loud in my head saying "why???"
the coin is starting to fall i hold my breath through it all
it bounced off the floor and my heart clenched tight
im hoping with all of my might
this is my fault i take full blame
i shouldnt have started this game
but inside i know why i did
my heart wouldnt let me fold so i went all in
the coin landed on the ground doing its final spin
round and round then judgement fell and my heart........
(old poem)
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