Love Poem: Tug of War

Tug of War

Standing here at this alter 
I don't know what to do 
I'm suppose to be happy
But I'm feeling sad and blue
Torn between what I want and what I need
Lord, give me some mercy please
Looking into your eyes, makes me realize
That I have been lying to myself 
Because I'm in love with someone else
Someone you trust and knew
But still you have no clue 
Of this passion I have for another 
I'm sorry to say he's close like a brother 
So I join my hand with you 
Knowing that our love will never be true
Before God and man 
I have to take a stand
And do what is right 
Even though its a hard fight
So I will close this door 
Still in a tug of war....