True Loves Heart Pound
Forbidden feelings I know too well
A glance to me
Communication only I can see
Jealousy
Or a love thats only too real
Time is ending and my thoughts circle you
For I know my dream will never be true
As I walk away on that dreaded day
The reality of never seeing those green eyes staring back at me
Haunts my every step
Is this something I can truely live with
Leaving the person I call home
Unspoken words only go so far
But they can't stop me
You look at me
As I stare back at you
Will you be the last to see though
The last I no longer have to hide from
Am I the last one to understand you
Why can't you say its true
Why can't it be just me and you
I fear when I fly away
That it will be our last day
I run towards you
Wanting to tell you all that is true
Yelling that I love you
But I stand still
And the thought of you just being a memory
Rips though every part of me
A fond time I call upon when my skies are gray
Casting you, with all the others
Knowing you are so much better
You asked me once if I would die for you
In a instance without thinking anything though
I knew...The breathes you breathed were more important to me then to you
And I'm not just going to be losing a friend
I'm going to be losing a purpose
And the beginning to my end.
I remember the day you laid on my couch
and asked me why we were this way
I said cuz your my little brother and I love you
I tucked you into bed
And you sent me off with a kiss on the head
I remember the day your promised me the world
But all I wanted to say... Was your the only thing this world can give me or take away
And the price I pay. I will bear and grit my teeth
As long as you are happy.
Tears falling from your now gray eyes
When I told you that day.
You said you dont know what to do. And how can I live without you
I don't no if I can leave you
No matter how much you dont want me too
GOD just leave with me
Pack your things and start new
just me and you
But dreams are for sleeping. Which I never do.
So heart ach will be felt
And I want you too feel the same too
But don't hurt I cant wish that on you
Just miss me and promise you'll never forget me
Because I promise I will always truly and forever Love you.
And no pain will over come the day I walk away from you
God I pray he follows me
But unanswered prays happen everyday
So I'll accept the day I fly away
Will be the last day
Our eyes meet, The last day we say everything without a sound and the last day I hear true loves heart pound
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