To Our Forever Tomorrow's
I woke up late last night
In an ocean of my tears
Sailing in a precarious ship
Build of my sadness and fears
The waves so unforgiving
The wind as cold as death
I can’t keep steady on my feet
I cannot catch my breathe
As the moments pass slowly
Seconds felt like years
I traveled inside my tangled mind
In search for the reason of these tears
I looked inside and saw my thoughts
I saw what was weighting on my mind
I saw a picture of you and me
In a different place and time
The happiness that shown in our eyes
The love that over flowed our souls
I heard the laughter of our children
I saw our whole future story unfold
It was you and me hand in hand
Tiny footsteps echoing off the ground
Your other hand gently rested on my belly
You were feeling her moving all around
We were together in our own home
Filled with nothing but love and laughter
I dreamt of our future life together
I have seen what is our “Ever after”
Yes the ocean I cried was unstable
It was also dark and very unkind
But only for the reason I tell you
In my bed~You I could not find
I was dreaming of our life together
All the memories that will be made
Yet next to me, an empty place for you
Alone in the bed I laid
I know soon we will be together
The rest of our lives we have to live
But the heartbreak I feel when your not here
To touch you once more, my life I would give
I know I will keep crying these tears
Both tears of joy and painful sorrow
Sorrow for the hurt I feel this moment
Joy for all the rest of our perfect tomorrows!
To my loving husband when he was sent away for 2 yrs
Melessa McGarrigle
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