Thrown Away
Thrown away
Thrown away
To have your love and trust
Just thrown away
Is what its like to be betrayed
Children lost
But the childhood remains
Thrown away
Is all that remains
To eat at your own heart
Everyday
To swallow all the times
You could not say
Not describe in anyway
How
I love you
Thrown away
Children last so it seems
To escape at last
From the haunted dreams
Of thrown away
To wake up and not believe in anything
Unable to touch
A single thing
To open your eyes each and every day
Is what its like to be
To be thrown away
Children smile or so it seems
An innocent mask to drown out screams
A confusion of stabs to hide behind
A quiet curtain
In the mind
And there is no confidence
Not in anything
There is no love or trust
No not even in the crouching corner
Or the cowering cringe
Of self protecting arms and hands
There only one safety
The safety within
The blank and awful darkness
Sucking you in
And throwing your life away
Every door in your soul is closed
Every smile a moment of betrayal
One life to believe
One life to become
Someone
Who
Wasn’t
Isn’t
Thrown away
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